well it is time to grow up already la since so many thing have happen and that i have gone through enough hardship la, it is like there is so many thing and that since now my life is stable back then good la, i got a job and i got my stead and i got lot of happy thing so whats wrong? why must i be like this in the past, sometime i really wonder and that thank to you i have finally grow up, i will never forget what you have said and that although i don't remember you but i always remember one thing, that is the pain you have done on me and i will never forget it, well it is like i have to grow and that now i truly will grow up and hope that next time when we meet on the street hope that you wont remember me anymore cause i will change to a person that you don't know and i would like to help my girlfriend to thank you on behalf to grant us this chance to be together and thanks to you i will forever remember that some word are not to be trust especially word from you this kind of people! time to grow up takashi and that don't think about the past anymore, there will be a better girl put there, better than her a few time. no matter in term of body or character will be better so look forward and keep moving on and strife for a better future. you will be better than her, you will move out of your hell house before she ever does! you will make sure one day she will be crying over what she have lost! so what even if she still have feeling, she will never understand what kind of pain you are going through and the kind of hardship, look at that guy, what more can he give her? your dream are very big and that you will forever break free from this. look at that guy, only a guy that have to rely on his parent and never gone through those kind of pain you have gone through, you will be stronger than him than many other guy in this world. i,TAKASHI LIM swear that i will make you regret for doing this to me and i will make sure next time is not me the one trying to wooed you but is you cause you are just another girl that i have got in my list to consider. wish you last long with him and i will be watching and waiting if i still can remember what and who you are. i wont be the same anymore, you cause my dark side to rose up and be stronger, would like to see if this ass can provide you with what? a future without worries? oh i forgot, i still got XENIA and many other girl and there are something you dont know only and i never spend any money on LEE SI XIAN OK! and the reason me and her break is cause of you! cause i tell her that i like you and want to break with her get it IDIOT!!!!!! more likely i have grown la after the deep slash on my wrist, should be lucky i never die haha.



BloodyRose will live forever