Wednesday, April 28, 2010
12:50 PM
well guess it is time to settle down and think what i have got bah.............. well thank for letting me know what is the true meaning of love and thanks for hurting me... well maybe it is cause of the time we spend together and knowing each other that cause us to go apart bah... well i hope that although we are friend, i may still go down your school and sorry if i had hurt you in another way bah... well maybe can say i need the love and support of the person and if i happen to be with the a girl that so happen to be your friend then i am sorry cause it was you who lost the feeling not me.........
well good luck to those secondary school student who are having their mid year now and i can say dont cry to those who did not do well. it is cause of what you are doing now that give you what you get.....
well sorry for the long of not updating my blog but it is just that i find no point updating my blog sometime.....
well now maybe i will just wait faithfully and hopefully one day i and you will still be back together as i really miss you and that if i were to be back with you again i promise that i wont hurt you again and not to do the same foolish thing again............... i really don't know why but now i got some kind of feeling like i hate you like that..... maybe it is cause now whoever i love, i can't seem to give her the same love that i have once shown to other girl and that ya maybe my heart is still with you and i am still stuck in the past memories of you and me... i really miss the past although it was just bearly 3 months but i spend that period of time very happily and i enjoy all of those moment.... well maybe i hate you is cause you had forgiven me and i can't love another person because my heart is still with you lor like anyone that i meet i just feel like loving her but i can't give me 100% love to her la... well maybe i also should end the time i am with jesslyn to wait for you bah.... sad to say deep in my heart i still love you a lot without knowing why and i know now you got someone else but i was waiting and hoping that one day i can replace him........... loving you was never a mistake from the start bah and i will wait for you and of course reject all those who are waiting or hoping to have a chance with me bah:(
well why must someone try to force two that are not meant together and even create chances when in fact you like me in person and just push me to someone else and now there is a chance and you don't want to cherish this chance? even for me to accept you will also be a little difficult cause it is like i am afraid that i can't give you my 100% love as my past have stop me from doing so...... sorry to you but if you want me to accept you is possible but i don't know what the future may hold so i will try my best to give you love and care...........
well bye bye... maybe the next time i update will be another thing bah............
Will you ever notice me and love me again...
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
4:42 PM
well this year is a fucking bad year.... early of this year got two police case already and i hope there won't be more la.........
well sorry la gina but is not i don't want to help you but they got evidence so i cannot do anything also................. well now i just hope that you won't get into anymore trouble la........
well now feeling so shag as i two days never go school already then tomorrow still have to see my teacher regarding the case.........WTF.... well i don't know la but now i know i will have to cherish all my friend and thing that is with me now cause i some how i got a feeling that i will lose them someday if i don't cherish them and that now i think i can recall something about her already that make me worry more lor as i want to move on with my life and if possible along with her but for now i don't think can....... well baby i am sorry for being a bad boyfriend that always cause you to worry for me sorry....... well from now on i will try not to make you worry for me and i am sorry to cause my mother so much trouble and that why till today that i have realise that i got so many people beside me and i still don't know how to appreicate them........ well now i will cherish them and to all those out there....... learn to cherish what you got now or don't cry when you have lost them cause it will be too late... and count your blessing and don't compare with other cause every of us have different life.........
well baby i will give you something on our one month and if thing turn out not the way i hope it will,hope you will keep my ring and then return to my finger when time have come and i promise that i will love you forever.... well love you and our one month is leaving us like 12 day only so hope we will last longer than what i expected ok? love you and take care while you are at home and when possible try come out ok???
well thanks regine and ying jie for being by my side all this time and hope our friendship will last long long and i will forever love you guy for helping me and i will never forget what you all have done for me..........
well thank to those who have cause me to be in position cause now i have seen thing much more clearer unlike you all still so childish and immature....... like a child nothing better to do and thank to my school i will study even harder and not disappoint those who look up at me and thank you all fucking bitch haha..........
well that all and i recent will try to update my blog cause recently no free so love you all my friend and fuck off bitches
Will you ever notice me and love me again...
Thursday, April 8, 2010
1:26 AM
haha back to blogging and can say today i feel like dying a lot la........
well recently have been very stress and lot of the thing is about money but now is all settle so not that worry anymore la, well now all i have to worry is how to get a job and where only........
well recently got lot of thing happening la, got my I phone but then still owe money but now settle and that now Ying Jie and me have really become close buddy as we both will hang out together and when there is trouble we will be together to tackle the trouble la, well now there is nothing to worry and school is startung next week that is like so sian but also good as i will have to spend time in school and hope in school can have more friend la so at least school won't be that bored and that i won't want to skip school anymore la...........
well got a new SIM card for baby so i can still contact her la but one time is that her father must never found out and that her father have been finding me asking her whereabout la but of course i sometime told him a lie as her father odject us being together but her mother allow like weird la..........
well sometime i don't know what to do or say la. is like whenever i see you, i don't even see you in person at there is like i don't see a person there la but this few day i can recall you but then after that i will forget about it like all the memories vanish in the air la, but i some how want to know who are you that is able to make me recall and cause so many impact to muy life??? i really wonder.......
well that all bye bye and remember to tag before leaving:)
Will you ever notice me and love me again...
Monday, April 5, 2010
1:41 AM
well today was a dam bad day......
at first,was about baby cause of her little brother that why she now got so many trouble cause...... well yesterday she ton at x gaming then later her parent around 6 plus call her and that sorry baby that you are abuse by your father but like what your father say la it is your family problem that why i can interfer too much but i can only be there for you and to help you if i can but don't worry i had already told your parent that it was cause of your little brother that why you are out and hope still will still be together even though we have to keep it unwrap but i will try my best and from now on hope you won't follow your little brother already la cause after all it was he who cause this trouble for you and hope you are not hurt by your father la cause now my heart really hurt when i heard the news and hope from now we will have a smooth sail on our relationship and ya i know you are already trying to learn to love me already and i am very happy already but now i pray hard that nothing will happen to you la but i hope i will be able to fetch you off from school and meet you daily but without your brother knowing cause he was the one who cause the trouble............ love you forever and hope we will last long and i will be faithful to you.........
then it is about something and i am sorry to cause you trouble but i can say now i will let my father to settle this thing for me and hope your boyfriend or whatever won't interfer cause he is not related to you and sorry to those i have cause trouble and i can say from this i found many true friend who can standby my side after so many thing and i am dam happy to know them and i will like to say is i am very thankful to Ying Jie cause he help me a lot and from now on i and Ying Jie will share whatever we have no matter is trouble or good thing we will share it together..... well i hope things will end soon............
well byebye then and i hope will still have time to update again and remember to tag before leaving haha thanks:) byebye and love baby forever:)
Will you ever notice me and love me again...
