i am sorry for those who have read this post but it will be the last day of my life already...... thanks for all your love and care you had for me but it will truly be the last of my trust that i will have on you and i will never forget it....still remember those time where we spend going bugis and play and smoke together, ton and slack together me sleeping on your lap and slowly drifting off to sleep knowing that you will be there to protect me..... but it have all ended, truly not that i want to believe them but is like those thing they said and show me got evidence and prove to say that. but i didn't bother but i just choose to believe and trust you cause i know they are following someone order and try to break us up, still remember that time when i first made you angry in front of your 'zhu'? is like i tried to make you happy and after that i even carried you back to your parent shop? still remember that time when i throw my childish temper just course of shengli throwing popcorn and i thought it was him? still remember that time i ate your noodle after the movie and how i cried for spicy in my mouth? you know i always try to make some stupid face just to make you agree with me or sometime to get those thing that i wanted? but like what many say, happy things have to come to an end and that i guess that this is the time bah, many thing have came after us to break us apart but what i did not expect is that you will be the one to break with me and to even hurt me. like what i believe, love isn't a game and it can't be tested by anyone but just god. since now thing is like that and i think we have fail god test and should be apart then so be it but it isn't me ok! i don't believe that we human are control by our fate and i will be the person to break this stupid saying, i will change my own fate and control them!do you know how much i love you but now i am giving you the last chance, come find me at bedok central the carpark opposite the long john sliver and if you come early, then maybe you can save me and come alone. i don't believe that we are bound to surrender to our fate and god so prove to me that you still love me and that we can be together......... i truly love you after so many thing, i think i have truly love you and that i trust you till those thing happen right before my eyes,so please come and take my body with you and not my soul:(