today dam bored lor is like the day without you is like so weird and that i am now learning to grow up and to learn to care about other people feeling........... well it is true that waiting for someone is very painful but is like i will show you the true meaning of wait and not like you having a stead while waiting for someone. is like you know even if i want to patch also very hard when you got a stead la. what will others be thinking? is like i am a third party la. well i will show you the true meaning of waiting and not like you ok. now i have start to learn to do things on my own and that thank to you, you have force me to grow a lot during a short period of time. well i don't know what you are thinking now and i also don't know who you are that i am talking but somehow is like i am so lifeless now and that i don't even have the attention to eat or drink but hope i can get over it soon la. well truly i got to do something with HB now that it is out to ask for more things and maybe the last bah. well hope you are happy out there and that i think you have got many things wrong lor, is like at that time i didn't even give money to lee si xian la. have you ever thought what it would be like to be frame and losing someone that is important to you? truly la, i will be changing and that if you want to see what is happen then you come and read it la. anyway it is you that i want and i don't care what have happen to me anymore.all i want is you and that if one day my memories were to recover then hope that it will be the day when i can be with you la. well i will wait and that i believe one day i will be with you again la. well don't worry about him la, he will be with us safely and we will make sure nothing bad will happen to him, you should know who we are and to everyone who have read this i am not the owner of this blog thanks.