hello, back and that now at home finally can use internet so happy.......... going to do lot of thing like download itunes for my phone and all those............



well recently quite busy and that really happy that i am still so happy even though so many thing had happen that cause me to be rather shag...... well thanks best buddy for always there to be helping me and accompanying me when i am bored or down........





well mei. i dont know what happen la but is like yesterday you seem very unhappy and her together and you keep showing attitude to me like i dont know what to do la.........well it is like what i said wah, she is slowly starting to love me the way si xian had once love me and i am really happy that i am been love that way again although i know she and si xian is totally different but i dont want to remember si xian again so i wont bother about what others think like how last time i am si xian are...... many thought me and si xian should not be together cause at that ime i just broke up with gina and i stead with si xian which is kind of wrong lor so i will do the same now and just fall for her no matter what..........







well now that i am off school and that it is quite ok la to actually be out of school..... well now waiting for my navy school letter and that of course slowly enjoy my life after all after i enter navy school, i wont have that much freedom anymore and that i will not be able to come out as often as how i am now wah so i will slowly enjoy and haha still no hearing from my case that why not worry.........










well now i will start to forget her bah cause it is like i dont know why but i just want to move on with my fucking life now and i dont want to cause any trouble to anyone anymore further more i got such a lovly girl who is almost like you so why bother, i dont know what will i do or say when one day i meet you out in the street with my hand holding on to someone else........ i really dont know what to say but is like i truly hope that day wont come cause it is not the way i wanted although now that i want to move on already.... well did read your blog recently and i dont know if i should help or what la cause you have no longer treat me as friend or anything but i dont know what will she think if she found out that i am helping you or even still in love with you.......







well that all if tomorrow i can i will post again:)