Here's a story of a boy,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little girl who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy with your friend,

And I want you to know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?



MYSELFY

Hi am i a boy waiting for someone who i love,don't disturb me, i am emo one.
Nickname used:Bloody ROSe
First cry:30 october 1993 Currently:single/attached
Currently:schooling/working
Close to:???

DESIRESY
Be happier
Find someone that i love and she love me too
Quit smoking
Get a poly cert
Get a degree
Own a motorcycle
Own a sport car
get a apple laptop

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EXITSY

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My Past

March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 August 2010 September 2010


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Friday, May 28, 2010
6:38 AM

well rather a shag day already.............







well i have been kick out of school and that is cause of my fucking mother for sending the army letter to the school and that the school have decided to kick me cause of my case and that cause of my mother............. hate her forever and that i will no longer take her as my mother anymore casue she is not fit and that she should not bother my life anymore.......... have she not think what about my future after i left school without a certification and ya does she really think that i will want to study when i am out of army???? ya army can escape law then when don't people send their child to army when they commit a mistake against law i at least now i go my own ways and not her control anymore and thanks to her, i am doing goverment service cause i will be entering navy school so is something like what i am doing now la still close to the sea and that ya i am going to go against her for doing it and enter the navy school:) well truly hope that navy school will be a better school like i am having now cause thanks to her i lost you qiao min:( really can't bear to leave you and that i really enjoy the time spend with you and helping you with autocad:) well next time after i finish my army study i will defentily ask you out for a meal cause you have always been a good friend to me and that i am sorry to not be there for you anymore:( well at least i make a good choice that is to ask evon to pei you to school cause i am worry for you going to school early in the morning cause you are so small and so easily be a target to people who want to take advantage of you:) well hope you will learn from your autocad and take the first place in class:) well goodbye all my friend:(









well baby i don't know what are your thinking but i have already no longer have a good future and that i dont know what your parent will think but hope that you will wait for me cause i really love you:)










well sorry meimei to bring you this bad news but i really don't know what to do after i got kick out that why so i find you but now at least i know i got three good friend in life, you ying jie and qiao min:) well now hope things will turn out will bah................










well is it trying to forget you is so hard and painful? all i just wish is to move on with life and not be trap in the past between you and me that why i choose to give up on you and giving up waiting cause now even me myself is also not in a very verygood condition cause i don't have a school and that maybe i will be entering army earlier and that maybe you are happy bah cause you dont have to see me and even think of me but i really miss you but now i will try going through this painful moment and move out of my past between you... well wish you luck in your life and that i will always be there for you if you need me but i don't know if you will after all need me or not so i won't bother but wait:) well hope your mid year is going well and that your have got perfect grades to show your parent bah... even if you dont you still have end of year so dont give up and maybe you can start forgetting me bah:(















well that all and goodbye if i enter army then i will post up again:( bye bye bloved blog:(t least now i go my own ways and not her control anymore and thanks to her i am doing goverment service cause i will be entering navy school so is something like what i am doing now la still close to the sea and that ya i am going to go against her for doing it and enter the navy school:) well truly hope that navy school will be a better school like i am having now cause thanks to her i lost you qiao min:( really can't bear to leave you and that i really enjoy the time spend with you and helping you with autocad:) well next time after i finish my army study i will defentily ask you out for a meal cause you have always been a good friend to me and that i am sorry to not be there for you anymore:( well at least i make a good choice that is to ask evon to pi you to school cause i am worry for you going to school early in the morning cause you are so small and so easily be a target to people who want to take advantage of you:) well hope you will learn from your autocad and take the first place in class:) well goodbye all my friend:(









well baby i don't know what are your thinking but i have already no longer have a good future and that i dont know what your parent will think but hope that you will wait for me cause i really love you:)










well sorry meimei to bring you this bad news but i really don't know what to do after i got kick out that why so i find you but now at least i know i got three good friend in life, you ying jie and qiao min:) well now hope things will turn out will bah................










well is it trying to forget you is so hard and painful? all i just wish is to move on with life and not be trap in the past between you and me that why i choose to give up on you and giving up waiting cauase now even me myself is also not in a verygood condition cause i don't have a school and that maybe i will be entering army earlier and that maybe you are happy bah cause you dont have to see me and even think of me but i really miss you but now i will try going through this painful moment and move out of my past between you... well wish you luck in your life and that i will always be there for you if you need me but i don't know if you will after all need me or not so i won't bother but wait:) well hope your mid year is going well and that your have got perfect grades to show your parent bah... even if you dont you still have end of year so dont give up and maybe you can start forgetting me bah:(















well that all and goodbye if i enter army then i will post up again:( bye bye bloved blog:(t least now i go my own ways and not her control anymore and thanks to her i am doing goverment service cause i will be entering navy school so is something like what i am doing now la still close to the sea and that ya i am going to go against her for doing it and enter the navy school:) well truly hope that navy school will be a better school like i am having now cause thanks to her i lost you qiao min:( really can't bear to leave you and that i really enjoy the time spend with you and helping you with autocad:) well next time after i finish my army study i will defentily ask you out for a meal cause you have always been a good friend to me and that i am sorry to not be there for you anymore:( well at least i make a good choice that is to ask evon to pi you to school cause i am worry for you going to school early in the morning cause you are so small and so easily be a target to people who want to take advantage of you:) well hope you will learn from your autocad and take the first place in class:) well goodbye all my friend:(









well baby i don't know what are your thinking but i have already no longer have a good future and that i dont know what your parent will think but hope that you will wait for me cause i really love you:)










well sorry meimei to bring you this bad news but i really don't know what to do after i got kick out that why so i find you but now at least i know i got three good friend in life, you ying jie and qiao min:) well now hope things will turn out will bah................










well is it trying to forget you is so hard and painful? all i just wish is to move on with life and not be trap in the past between you and me that why i choose to give up on you and giving up waiting cauase now even me myself is also not in a very good condition cause i don't have a school and that maybe i will be entering army earlier and that maybe you are happy bah cause you dont have to see me and even think of me but i really miss you but now i will try going through this painful moment and move out of my past between you... well wish you luck in your life and that i will always be there for you if you need me but i don't know if you will after all need me or not so i won't bother but wait:) well hope your mid year is going well and that your have got perfect grades to show your parent bah... even if you dont you still have end of year so dont give up and maybe you can start forgetting me bah:(















well that all and goodbye if i enter army then i will post up again:( bye bye bloved blog:(

Will you ever notice me and love me again...