well guess it is time to settle down and think what i have got bah.............. well thank for letting me know what is the true meaning of love and thanks for hurting me... well maybe it is cause of the time we spend together and knowing each other that cause us to go apart bah... well i hope that although we are friend, i may still go down your school and sorry if i had hurt you in another way bah... well maybe can say i need the love and support of the person and if i happen to be with the a girl that so happen to be your friend then i am sorry cause it was you who lost the feeling not me.........






well good luck to those secondary school student who are having their mid year now and i can say dont cry to those who did not do well. it is cause of what you are doing now that give you what you get.....








well sorry for the long of not updating my blog but it is just that i find no point updating my blog sometime.....



well now maybe i will just wait faithfully and hopefully one day i and you will still be back together as i really miss you and that if i were to be back with you again i promise that i wont hurt you again and not to do the same foolish thing again............... i really don't know why but now i got some kind of feeling like i hate you like that..... maybe it is cause now whoever i love, i can't seem to give her the same love that i have once shown to other girl and that ya maybe my heart is still with you and i am still stuck in the past memories of you and me... i really miss the past although it was just bearly 3 months but i spend that period of time very happily and i enjoy all of those moment.... well maybe i hate you is cause you had forgiven me and i can't love another person because my heart is still with you lor like anyone that i meet i just feel like loving her but i can't give me 100% love to her la... well maybe i also should end the time i am with jesslyn to wait for you bah.... sad to say deep in my heart i still love you a lot without knowing why and i know now you got someone else but i was waiting and hoping that one day i can replace him........... loving you was never a mistake from the start bah and i will wait for you and of course reject all those who are waiting or hoping to have a chance with me bah:(




well why must someone try to force two that are not meant together and even create chances when in fact you like me in person and just push me to someone else and now there is a chance and you don't want to cherish this chance? even for me to accept you will also be a little difficult cause it is like i am afraid that i can't give you my 100% love as my past have stop me from doing so...... sorry to you but if you want me to accept you is possible but i don't know what the future may hold so i will try my best to give you love and care...........













well bye bye... maybe the next time i update will be another thing bah............