sian now working and time only like 07.19pm... sian cause take over ying hong early then he go find his friends... sometime really envious ying hong la... got so many friends. don't know why but just feel that way...

fuck sian yesterday never count correctly and now short of $40..... sian have to try cover back the money so shag la..... well it is also don't know why but i am scare that one year later something will re-surface again but i don't know what is it...... what to do??? just see what is it lor... hope it is not a bad thing...

fuck injure my hand and it is my right hand sia... fucking pain. well have to bear with it lor.... feel like sleeping now. fuck so early only want to sleep...

haix why won't you just give up him and just stead with me.... is it that hard to just give up on him??? anyone who heard it will think the same way... he don't love you at all... what for bother giving him a chance? haix now don't know but just wait lor. what else.... well thanks to the two girl whom came and pei me today in the morning. well thanks and i am sorry but in audition i would like to remain single and nothing else... i just want to wider my social circle and meet more new friends that all but it will also be a trouble if my stead ask me why i got so many girls friend and not boys.... well hope you will accept me la... now waiting is the only way la but i find it weird that is why i message you always say don't know but when i ask you face to face you say no.... weird... haix later then post more or tomorrow then post bah... now i only want more and more money so i don't mind over working myself cause by 21 i want to owned my own house and stay by myself and hopefully by the next month my i phone will come la cause now my phone got problem then have to remove the battery to charge only... sian... fucking fuck up with my phone.... now only thing is earn back the $40 to fill back what i lost or i will have to pay out... sian...... now fucking feel like sleeping so hopefully tomorrow can go sleep and wake up for work bah... sian......later at night then see got what update lor....









LOVING SOEONE IS NOT EASY AND TIME WILL COME TO A MATTER TO SEE WHAT YOUR STED LOOK LIKE. hope you will get over it and don't go girls home la... after all it is not a good place wah... best of wish to my new friend and i will always remember you all.. thanks :)