haha yesterday dam happy cause finally jesslyn♥ accept me as my girlfriend but some how she accept me in a very funny way la and dam playful too♥ well baby i will love you much more than your ex and shower you with more love than ever you had imagine... haha well now that you are my stead and that yup you truly very cute and kinda of love you too much.... well baby i love you a lot lot and hope we will last long...... haha shocking is ying jie also got a stead and that we had even challenge each other seeing who will last long but guess it will be a joke la.....



well now going to find a new job but still will be working at my father friend there la and that although the pay is low but still can be enough for me to eat and play la....




well now that i am with you then i will quit smoking just for you as you don't like people who smoke and that hope that we will have our own ring.... well sorry to those who had waited for me........ well not that you are not good but is just that neither you are not my cup of tea or just that i don't think that we are made for each other... well baby you know you remind me of someone but i can't remember who is it but you are kind of cute and i will never made the mistake that i had made on my stead and that hahah i will love you more than ever........





well thanks to those who have help me and that now that 3 of my soul have return and that there is just anotehr two more so now nothing much could have happen and can say i had turn more evil than ever so who ever come my way will be killed unless my baby is there to control me haha.... well now even gina or those who have knew what had happen to me will be able to control me anymore cause it is not pure good but it is devil who i had sold my soul to that why but i had already told them that i wanted a normal life so they won't come and disturb unless there is someone who i wanted to kill other than that it won't happen and i hope baby won't see my that other side cause it won't be the old baby you had knew and now i had know my soul was rip apart and that they had been rip into 6 part and if all came back together then my soul will be complete and i will be much stornger and not that weak anymore...... well want to bring my baby around to have fun and to buy lot lot of things for her and treat her much better... well from now on i didn't cry to sleep anymore or even turn weak anymore and just watch out.... if i were to ever see you again then beware i won't have mercy on anyone anymore other than all those who are my friend and who are close to me. well now i will have to go fetch baby so later come back x gaming and just watch her play already.... haha so bye bye....... hope you won't see me on the road cause i am no longer the old takashi and don't get jealous if you see our lovely act cause it was you who give up on me first cause whatever i did was for you and i had knew this would come so i don't blame you but now i am fucking happy that i had forget you and live on much happier than you... so lifeless.... well that all love you forever baby♥ Bloody Rose live on for jesslyn♥